Monday 18 November 2013

>A year ago get feed up with being fat.
>Get gym membership.
>Work out every day.
>Get on a meal plan.
>Told I look thinner.
>look in mirror still see fat fuck that I am.
>Work out Even more.
>Still fat.
>Eat less.
>Still fat as hell.
>Pass out at gym.
>wake up in ER.
>Told that I'm malnourished.
>Told dangerously under weight.
>tell them no I'm fat ass hell.
>See shrink.
>She says I have "body dysmorphic disorder"
I still see that fat fucking loser in the mirror every fucking day.

1 comment:

  1. Also known as Anorexia my friend, it can be difficult. But here's an idea for you, instead of training for a look, train for a performance and fitness goal such as lifting a percentage of your bodyweight, or rowing 1km in a particular time.

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